---Simple yet unforgettable----

LA DI DA

2005-09-24T00:27:00.000+08:00

la di da.. I am beginning to get use to my job-- today i just got scratched by one student. Cos he has fear of unfamiliar sounds.. my job is to keep him under control.. So no choice lor..

Being a teacher's assistant has many benefits. Always got parties to attend,then got free Makan and Half days! Not bad not bad! Somemore I have to run after kids, have swimming lessons with them and carrying them up and down the wheelchair
I really lost weight! *more effective than xxxx slimming brand* hahah!

5 more weeks to the end of IPP...* la di da*

Kwon Sang Woo-- My new idol

2005-09-04T14:53:00.000+08:00

I am practically Crazy over this Korean Star- Kwon Sang Woo. Haha! He has Charisma! He is soo Man.. Nice bod.. yet cute at the same time! Haha!!!
I highly recommend everyone to watch this show! I really cry alot for this show!!! So touching

I am beginning to accept the nature of my job .. thinking from another perspective.. the kids are very pitiful.. Initially, I manage to find the answer to help them in whatever way I can.. it's time to repay my blessings to the less fortunate.. We cant be receiving our blessings all the time.. Sometimes we have to give.. ! Who noes.. we might experience greater happiness in helping others..! :)

And yes, I overcome my fear of diaper changing and I did assist the teacher in changing of diapers for the wheel-chair bound teens.. They are between 13- 15 yrs of age.. Small achievement for me lor..

1st day at AWWA

2005-08-17T19:06:00.000+08:00

Today is the 1st day at AWWA. I am not happy! Firstly, I couldnt choose the job I wanted (but at the end of the day I am thankful that I am working at HQ)

I am working in the HQ branch which is very near my place (2 bus stops away)- Plus Point & only plus point! I have to work with Special Kids in the morning and after lunch I will be doing Admin stuff.

I sat in one class today! I was freaking out as I observed how to interact with the special kids. One of the kid can just stand up and PULL the hair of another kid.. and next second, more than 1 kid will be crying.

There is one particular kid who has rather severe disability, he has to use diaper! The teacher asked me if its Alright to ASSIST her TMR to clean his diaper!!! I cant! I cant! but i cannot say NO too.. bcos I am suppose to Show ENTHUSIASM! - Minus Point

Then its very different teaching normal kids at Kumon and Abnormal kids ar AWWA. I really dunno how.. and I am very stressed!

Secondly, I am ALONE!!! The rest of my schoolmates have partners, except me. Cos HQ branch only needs ONE person! -Minus Point
So it means Lunch Alone, Go to work Alone, Knock off work Alone. Everything ALONE for 11 weeks!!! *Please Be Strong*

What else, oh! My immediate supervisor is the DIRECTOR of AWWA. So I am dead! She is sure to have very high expectations of ME!

HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP

IDIOT SUPPLY CHAIN

2005-08-08T15:21:00.000+08:00

ARGGGHH.. mixed feelings! The idiotic exam on supply chain today... was really.. SHITTY! Everyone had this hatred expression of killing the retarded lecturer! I dont want to fail for this module! *dont think will fail* but i dont want a D or C also.......... I really want to CHAIN the lecturer up and BURN him alive!!! Its such a complex module.. at least take the effort to TEACH.. Not tell us the 'romantic' love stories with ur wife!!! *poor woman* Now.. we all cannot answer SIMPLE questions.. cos it dun make sense at all..

Stupid lor... but am glad its done...next is the FINAL paper! I will survive.. I MUST!!!! Tmr is national day! catch me on tv u all can!!!

2 more papers. I can do it

2005-08-05T18:41:00.000+08:00

Yes! Today, one paper DOWN! haha! The questions are ok except for one, that up to now, after flipping the whole entire textbook. I still CANNOT find the answer. Maybe its 'extra-knowledge' question.. and me being me.. Dont have that knowledge. Yet, I still did that Question! *Bo bian*

2 more papers to go.. then can relax and earn money from my 11-weeks of IPP. But the school is sooo inefficient.. havent release the companies we are reporting to.. Haiz.. have a gut feeling i will kana.. Robinsons Sales Promoter..! Must come n visit me if i ever kana that! Dont mind that job. Can c alot of pp.. FUN!

the next 2 papers.. are goner! 1) is the module that i have been complaining since the start of this semester.. the tutor cant teach. Now i am sitting for the exam.*wonder what will be the outcome* 2) the second paper is 60% -- DEAD!

But i WILL SURVIVE

Uniquelyyyy Youuu

2005-08-01T13:05:00.000+08:00

The battle with projects have finally ended.. now, its a battle with my exams. Only 3 examinable modules this semester but the study period is also shorten. Only have 4 days to study...
Went for NDP rehearsal on saturday, part of the mass signing project, where we have to use hand signs for the Pledge and 'Uniquely you' song. haha! Practise so hard for the song, but still not perfect, bcos the chorus part is really fast. haha..but after seeing 4000 people doing the same thing as me.. I dont feel stressed at all.. *wont even be spotted* haha!!
Then one of the hosts was, Zhen Rong-Dasmond Koh. I thought he looked very charming real life. When he dont smile lah.. His sideview is reallyquite good looking leh. haha! Quite shocked bcos on tv he looks average.
The highlight is always those fireworks.. SO beautiful.. 1st time i get to see it real life.. hehe!

GIGI LEUNG IS COMING !!!!

2005-07-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

.....Gigi Leung is coming to town...She will be here for the zpop concert on 23rd. It will be a 6 hours concert. So worth it.. even though its not a solo concert but i should be contented lah.. i dun think she has the market demand to hold a solo concert. I bought the $30 tix, considered ok for me lah..$60 is too ex! To think about it, she might only sing 2-3 songs and wave..Byebye.. haiz.. *heartbroken*

But on sunday ,24 July, she will be going to J8 for autograph session.I hope i can get her autograph. I've been her fan for 8 years, I think its time to do some crazy thing like queueing up for autograph--2 hrs beforehand. I noe the chances are slim but I've taken in the factor that she is not so popular now,so maybe i have a chance. haha! * I am really excited*.. as i am typing this, my heart is beating fast.. haha.. I think i am offically Les!

Today, my school had this so called pasar malam.. Cos all the food were pasar malam food. I tried the Ramly Burger.. Many pp sae it's nice. But.. *disappointed*. I dun like the pepper..I think the student prepared it so it wasnt professional. Plus it is worth $2.50 so ex! for that quality..

Then I ate Pelican Pizza,i bet not many of u have heard b4.Haha..ulu brand.But the taste is nice..One slice one dollar. I was rather determined to eat Healthy food today..But my mentality too weak lah.. Haiz..So upset with myself..

Okie,tmr will be eating light and healthy food. *i am putting on weight* napfa is on nov 4th. Compulsory somemore! So old already how to run..............*headache*

Give me time...

2005-07-04T19:25:00.000+08:00

Went for an hour's lecture at 5pm today. Projects are piling up.. and so extra tmr have another International Business ICA. Now everyone is stressing over project. Suddenly must study for test..totally off and No mood. Cos my mind always wonders off to my projects.

Wed will be better,as I will be meeting good friends for my 'lover's' bday celebration...Becos of projects..i am not gg to usher the David Beckham event.

Stress stress stress stress stress.................S...T...R...E...S...S

New Skin

2005-06-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hi frenz, Look! Another new skin! I like this skin cos it reminds me of the movie 'turn left turn right' by Gigi Leung and Takeshi Kaneshiro. Although the storyline is alittle crappy, but with gigi starring in it - PERFECT is the word!

Anyway, projects are piling up.. and i am still slacking. haha! Oh I will be an usher next tuesday. Bcos David Beckham is coming. Okie its time to let the fake ang moh(me) meet the real Ang moh(David) haha! Nv noe.. I maybe spotted by him to...... pick footballs during his football practices! haha..

Okie.. Give me comments on my new skin! Woo... love thursday.. dunno why.. haa

_My computer is not working_

2005-06-27T12:09:00.000+08:00

Hi friends, its been a long time since I've used a computer. So suay, my PC problem is not resolved at all. But I hope I can log on tmr night as the technician will be coming down! *pray* Now I am back in school and one more month to exams!

I will be part of a rather meaningful event in NDP.As it is the 5th year anniversary of the Association for the Deaf, about 3000 people will use sign language for the Singapore Pledge and a song.N i will be among this 3000 people. haha!!!! so small fry..but nvm lah.. try to lookout for me. *provided i can master the hand signs by then* so fun! But exams are around National Day period.. I still can go for NDP.. haha!

---Please be a good PC..PLEASE---

2005-06-22T01:21:00.000+08:00

Today is the second time i am reformatting my PC in less than a week. I dont know what software error is causing the crash---but now i am really putting in alot of effort to scan my pc very frequently.Bcos I can't do w/o it, esp now when its the project peak period. *pray hard*

Somehow, i tried to remove the song from the blog but it seemed to be there.Checked the Template settings..it's gone but i dunno why then i go to my blog ..the music still carry on playing..

My schedule is packed with projects..but what made my day was..my projects seemed to be heading somewhere.I managed to get a reply from SIC for an interview on their quality processes. Really glad they actually confirm with an interview with my group..*relief and really happy*

My computer is alive again!!

2005-06-19T18:54:00.000+08:00

I had problems with my computer for the past few days. Cannot logon..cannot chat.. everything cannot do. SO BORED. Really cannot live without a computer man. Let me update all of u about what happened to me in the past week. The major incident was.. I went to extract two wisdom teeth.One was just extraction,while another was a surgery. My mouth is still swollen up to now.. so uncomfortable. But not very painful just occasional discomfort. I hope it can fully recover by end of this week.

went for my auntie's chalet yesterdae...then bowling at Pasir Ris at night * 3rd time bowling in my life*.. One sentence to summarize the event: I can't bowl! I really cannot. 70% of the time, the 10 pins stood there untouched at all. So after that whole incident, my cousin went to report to her parents and uncles & aunties..I can't bowl.. yah..! haha..but I wasnt hurt or affected in any way. I am not ashamed that i cant bowl..and I musnt be.. :)

Oh.. and my boss was really nice last friday, she gave me $6 for nothing. She asked me to help her out for a shortwhile from 6-750pm. But she will be paying me up to 9pm. Wow! She even asked me to rest more and she will clock out for me. Suddenly so nice to me..* too nice*

Not much happened this week.. Down with sore throat and cough now...! *urgh*

OFFICIALLY Free from school for 2 weeks! maybe? or not?

2005-06-11T11:53:00.000+08:00

The long awaited 2 weeks term break is FINALLY here~~!!!! Now I wish that every second will pass slower than usual. But I wont be gg to Langkawi anymore <> Not really upset about the change of plan,because it really requires alot of planning beforehand. So troublesome lah..! and we dont have much time. So, maybe an indoor mahjong session will do just fine~

Went to catch Madagascar yesterday, was really disappointed. It wasnt THAT funny afterall. It was quite boring. As expected almost half of the cinema was filled with kids.. but I even heard one of them asking her parent : "What can we go home?" So, I guess this question can tell u how boring the movie was...

I can't say it was a total bore, there were SOME funny parts lah.. but i expected to laugh non-stop like I did in White Chicks! Yah..But No! Just a little ha-ha here and a little ha-ha there, for Madagascar.

The Joke below was plagarised from my cousin's blog! haha.. since noone will read his blog ( as he kept it confidential from outsiders for some shit and nonsense reason) I will just use his content. haha!! In a way,he helped me to lengthen my entry! *wicked*

The Old Virgin

In a tiny village on the Irish coast lived an old lady, a virgin and very proud of it. Sensing that her final days were rapidly approaching, and desiring to make sure everything was in proper order when she dies, she went to the town's undertaker (who also happened to be the local postal clerk) to make the proper "final" arrangements.

As a last wish, she informed the undertaker that she wanted the following inscription engraved on her tombstone: "BORN A VIRGIN, LIVED AS A VIRGIN, DIED A VIRGIN" Not long after, the old maid died peacefully. A few days after the funeral, as the undertaker/postal clerk went to prepare the tombstone that the lady had requested, it became quite apparent that the tombstone that she had selected was much too small for the wording that she had chosen.

He thought long and hard about how he could fulfill the old maid's final request, considering the very limited space available on the small piece of stone. For days, he agonized over the dilemma. But finally his experience as a postal worker allowed him to come up with what he thought was the appropriate solution to the problem.

The virgin's tombstone was finally completed and duly engraved, and it read as follows: "RETURNED UNOPENED"

*enjoy your break,schoolmates

Fishball Bitch !!!!

2005-06-07T12:04:00.000+08:00

Was in the canteen yesterday.. I was in the queue to get my lunch but the uncle was busy with the lady's order before me. So I waited patiently for the uncle to take my order. Suddenly, I heard some commotion behind me.. Oh, its that irritating bitch which my TEP mates and I have grudges against. (Becos she went to feedback to the supervisor we were not working during a particular event,and just slacking away, but in actual fact, she controlled everything aka act smart ,want to do everything and we were only there to help out during that day. We did it out of goodwill to help out..*this is what we got in return* Bad name,badmouth by her*)

Anyway, that happened last year,but she became our Number One enemy since then. At the canteen, she was BEHIND me. But the second she joined the queue..she was shouting her order to the uncle, I WANT FISHBALL MEE WITH SOUP HOR.. NOT DRY ONE HOR!!!
Wah piang!! Can really slap her leh.. Uncle haven't even take my order and this bitch was rattling off her order.. The Uncle gave me a rather helpless look which I interpreted as *try to REN her lah..I noe u came first*..

Haiz..so she got away with her bowl of noodles first lah.. Who ask me to be so nice to even my enemy!! But after lunch I met her again!! This time I scolded her BITCH !!! As usual she will act blur and deaf as this is not the 1st time she was scolded BITCH.. haha!! (My frens and I scolded her last year too)I am not sure if she is acting blur or she really dunno.. haha!!

Well, if i see her anywhere now.. I am going to DIAO her man! Irritating Bitch leh!!! ^BISH^

Accomplishment Week

2005-06-05T11:04:00.000+08:00

This week is filled with accomplishments for me!! I managed to spend time with many of my loved ones.

On Saturday, I managed to spend a couple of hours playing and chatting with my younger cousins. Felt very guilty because I haven't been making the effort to go to my grandma's house earlier to meet them. I always reach in the late afternoon or evening.. or dont even turn up at all..haha. So I felt very guilty, as they will always ask me where did I go and will I be going the next week..I always answered Yes! *Empty Promises* So I felt really bad.. Really pleased with myself that I managed to meet up this week.

In addition, I managed to spend "Quality Time" with my "Kakis"(clinque) haha! Really happy! We shopped, chatted,joked...really nice. It's been a long time since we did all these.. It was really worth taking time off from my upcoming 3 tests on thursday *yes! 3 tests on Thursday* to meet up.. haha..

Today, Sunday will be a time for revision and for my parents. haha!
Sometimes we have to perform our different roles in life, eg: Daughter,Friend,Cousin etc.. and it can be quite taxing.But when u put alittle effort to do them well, U tend to have a great sense of satisfaction..

One more week to go before I can enjoy the 2 weeks break from school. Really excited about the Langkawi trip that my kakis and I had planned for.. Hope it will be a success! *pray hard*

TV drama analyst

2005-05-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

Found out I haven't been blogging for quite some time. This is because there is really nothing to blog.. Haiz.. :P
Today I went back for an hour's lecture at 5pm! So tempted to skip right? But I didnt.. decided to be a good student and made the effort to attend this weird timing lecture. *actual fact, I've already skipped once.. so I dare not skip the second time* haha!

Then came home and saw the 7pm show on channel 8. Personally I find this show is a mirror image of "Zhen Qing" the super long HK drama serial that was repeated umpteen times in ch U.
the similarities are :
1) Both dramas have settings at the living room. Whereby all the family members will gather there.
2) The Apple Hong is acting as the "upper class" person which is very similar to one character too (in Zhen Qing)
3) Xiang yun seems to be acting the role Rong Yi in zhen qing..

Basically there are just too many similarites! Haha..but this is just my own comments and observation..
------- Quality management test on tue-------Supply chain test on thurs-------

Way-out Mahjong combinations!

2005-05-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

Having headache now after staring at the computer for ages,trying to complete those 2 killer projects! This is only the beginning,as more projects are piling up but I am just escaping from them. Okie school work and grumbles aside...

Went for 'dry swimming' session yesterday! Haha! Was rather frustrated with the tiles ..Not because I lost one buck .. but because the tiles were really way way way OUT! First time in my life have I seen such horrible '13 tiles combination' haha! And I am not say an expert in mahjong that I know how to play 13 wonders and so.. end up losing the last cent..

Out of desperation, Gemaine and I even resorted to put a RED coloured chocolate bar in the drawer..(hoping to change our luck) haha..But my luck changed a little when I helped Hui play while she rested..haha!

Oh, on saturday..saw Vic and Ben sat togther for mass! Puay! My speculation was right! haha..sounds like some paparazzi here. But i must admit..alittle lah.. *paiseh*
Ahhh....*crying out in sadness* the long weekend is GONE! Back to school in less than 12 hours from now.. now I am aiming at my June 2 weeks break.
Since the beginning of Yr 3,I have been targetting all the Public and school holidays!

--Quizzy Mildred--

2005-05-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/ ( got this quiz from Singchun's blog)

Bad luck comforted by affections

2005-05-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

Jus got back from work~ some of the kids can really make my blood boil..but the basic virtue we need in order to be teachers is..the virtue of PATIENCE. So ya..trying to buildup on this area.Guess it will help in many other areas of my life if I am really really patient.

Yesterday was so Unlucky for me..In school,my water bottle leaked..i didnt know at all..Till I lifted my bag and saw a pool of water! Ahh..whats more upsetting.My tutorials' were smudged as I used felt ink pen. But it wasnt that bad after all..The next discovery of mine..DIE DIE must share..My handphone was thoroughly soaked in that pool of water.I thought to myself.. I am DEAD this time..cos once hp touch water it wil really go hay-wire..

But hey hey..It was in my pouch and when i took out my hp ,it was PERFECTLY dry and in original condition. I was soo relieved. This shows that Hp pouches are really useless..*maybe I had a waterproof one* But i really want to thank the creator of hp pouches!! Not only can it protect ur hp from scratches..but also FLOOD!! haha!!!

Attended an industrial attachment talk today and got to know about the overseas attachment was an option for us.But the countries include CHINA and INDIA.I cannot imagine myself in INDIA for 3 months.I think I will really cry to sleep everynight. Told my mum about it..her reply was a straight NO NO NO. So i guess i shall continue to dream about going overseas for attachment.

On the other hand,I think my mum will miss me like mad + I am the only child (sure super protective).N so her answer was definite! haha.. Quite nice to know thatU mean so much to ur parents.Cos they dont show their affections to u at all..Maybe we gotta try this method in order to see how much they love us. haha!

What have I done?

2005-05-15T18:58:00.000+08:00

Today , a mute pressed my door bell.I couldnt make out what she was trying to signal to me. But I think she wanted $2.. she kept showing me the 2 handsign..I think its two bucks or maybe $2o..I really dont know. She showed me the action of eating. Dont tell me she dont have money to eat?? But, I just rejected her and reluctantly closed the door.I was very scared.Dont know why. The best part is she tried to stop me from closing..Adds on to my guilt.

My mum said I should have given because she came all the way to our doorstep,this is even more pitiful.And I just closed the door..I feel very guilty now!!! What have I done!! Haiz.. so so guilty. At that moment I thought it was a cheat trying to act dumb. Now I recall the whole incident, I think I was wrong.

Oh my...

IQ test

2005-05-13T01:34:00.000+08:00

Congratulations, Mildred!Your IQ score is 129

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This means you are gifted at spotting patterns — both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with your overall high intelligence make you good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust your instincts and turn to you for direction — especially in the workplace. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

Got this test from a website that Zhenjin gave me for my research..but i ended up doing an IQ test..haha!!! Quite happy with my score leh..seems rather high(for me lah) ..haha..U guys can go n try.. 40 Qns in all....very long!!
Go to--->http://www.slate.com/id/12181 ( And click on the icon in the centre..WHAT'S YOUR IQ?)

Other than this.. life sux for me..!! but i am slowly recovering..

Regrets

2005-05-09T19:11:00.000+08:00

Today I skipped lecture!
Suppose to finish my tutorials but just dont seem to be in the mood to do them.. I dont know what is happening to me recently..(or has it been like that all along). This semester has started but I just cant get into the mood of studying and be serious with all the assignments and projects. I am still slacking.. haiz...

Always tell myself to work harder(whenever a new sem is abt to start) as I dont have many sems left to improve on my GPA grade.. But when I am in the midst of a sem..I will start to slack n take everything so lightly w/o putting any effort into my work..

When can I stop regretting?? I dont know!..Always do things without thinking about the consequences and cause me to regret later in the future..I think i need to discipline myself!! Be strict to myself.. be focus..
oh wat a boring entry...

Why does he exist in the first place?

2005-05-05T10:32:00.000+08:00

Mood : Super upset and pissed!!

Am having tutorial now..but here am I blogging my sorrows away!! I really dun understd how this man manage to be a tutor in poly! Okie, he is v knowledgeable abt Supply Chain Mgmt BUT BUT BUT he is not teaching us at all.... If i were to self learn the whole module ...I will not understd too cos i couldnt even grasp the basic concepts!! Ahh.. how i wish there is a miracle right now~~

He is suppose to teach us supply chain..but every tutorial w/o fail..he will share w us the profits of the company...~~ for wat?? so wat if the company is doing well?? Can i even pass the module if he jus discuss the profitability thruout the whole tutorial..!!!

Now he is talking abt share prices and touching on ANOTHER module !!!! AHHH...can I jus assassinate him !!!
AHHHH HE IS TALKING ABOUT SALES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Meaning of MILDRED

2005-05-02T12:40:00.000+08:00

Although the name Mildred creates an active mind and a restless urge to explore new ideas, we emphasize that it causes procrastination, lack of confidence, and the inability to realize your goals and ambitions. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the solar plexus, and fluid systems.

The name of Mildred creates a very versatile and creative nature. You are quick-minded and have the freedom of expression to mix easily with people. Because your feelings and desires are so changeable, you are never satisfied with conditions as they are. You have many ideas, plans, and ambitions, but too often they are for an easy way out of a difficulty or an easy way of making money. You seek change in order to have the opportunity for travel, new experiences, and new friends and associates. You find it difficult to systematize your efforts and to fulfil your obligations and plans as you are not inclined to apply yourself consistently to a job to reach your goals. Although you appear positive, you inwardly lack self-confidence and will-power.

Wow..i think i am really lack of confidence huh..haha.. but i kinda agree on it..
U can try ur name analysis..at http://www.kabalarians.com/cfm/your.cfm

Welcome welcome..

2005-04-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hello my dear friends,
This is officially my first entry in Blogspot.. had a hard time figuring out this stupid blog thingy. ALL thanks to my Butter Brother!! haha.. 3 cheers for Guyou!! *hip hip Hooray*

Nothing much happened this week !! oh.. I have added 2 tutors on my MOST HATED LIST..!!! Ms Doris Teh n Mr Ng Meng Heng..Even my fren's tutor wished us GOOD LUCK FOR HAVING MR NG!?!

Help someone help us!! okie i will stop here..
v lazy to blog todae!